Tomorrow

Well, tomorrow I turn 40. I will wear the title like a crown! I feel pride in making it thru another decade of life! This last decade was a big one. It sure went fast. It seems just a couple years ago I was turning 30. This past decade for me was also a major roller coaster! It had Really big "highs" - the birth of my boys, becoming a mommy, buying my house!!; and really low "lows" - my relationship with Kevan, divorce, loss of friendships, emotions going crazy, but God has been faithfully providing thru it all! Thank you God! I first put God was guiding thru it all, but I now know I was the one doing some of the guiding of my own ship during that time. God in his grace has blessed me during this time anyway. Jumping into a marriage is definitely not a good plan, but God blessed me with two amazing boys!! I got to stay home for 7 yrs with them!! Praise God. God provide me my job back with the county and new friends here! God's healing of lots of pain is still taking place, but He is faithful and loving me all the way. Thank you Lord for bringing me thru 40 yrs of life! You are amazing! You will continue to guide and bless me and my family! You are just that kind of God! It will be exciting to see what the next 10 yrs of life brings me. I love you, Lord!